Til
New Moon! Woo! lol I'm excited anyway that's not what this blog is about I can just never think of a title anymore when I'm just writing random crap lol but anywho I haven't written a blog in a while, or at least it feels like ages.
So I'm currantly doing my English homework almost done woo just need to do the last paragraph and conclusion, then I need to change it into speech form which hopefully shouldn't be too hard but yeah I really
dislike public speaking because I get nervous, self concious, feel myself going all red and then I lose my place and god I swear I feel it turning into
disaster! But the last speech I did wasn't too bad I got high marks and even then I was recovering from being sick and also I keep losing my place and it was kinda dark cause of the smart board so I couldn't read it very well even with all that I got pretty good but I don't want to get my hopes up and become to cocky then crash and burn during my speech!
Yeah so that's what I'm suppose to be doing right now instead of blog but I felt the need to go on here, cause I have all this energry from the mega nap I took when I got home from school, and I swear at one point I woke up from my dream crying, like I was full on crying and even when I was awake I kept crying! Weird huh? Then i fell back asleep. Though this isn't the first time it happened I've woken up cyring before, man I think I have really depressing dreams, ok that's probably a lie because I think the dream I had today that made me cry was that I had a party or something for the end of year and I invited some people who I don't normally talk to and my friends but I didn't invited some other people and they showed up and crashed my party I then kicked them out and they said
"this is the worst party ever" then I dunno we were all suddenly at my college I'm going to next year and then at my school but it was really late at night and people we studying for a maths test then we were at some house and some other people crashed my party and started drinking so I kicked them out and some bitchy girl I don't like came up to me and was like
"Worst party ever!" Then everyone left and my party was ruined. Man it sounds so weird now I'm remembering it but I'm pretty sure that's what made me cry lol
I have weird dreams. What about you had any weird dreams lately or just a really bizzare dream? If so comment :)
Besides my weird dream, can you believe I have
27 days (including weekends) of my high school life left! It's so surreal! I can't believe I'm about to finish high school and go into college wow, it really just amazes me how fast time goes and I really can't wait either. I really think college will be fun and different.
Oh crap it's almost three and I still haven't finished gah, ok going to sign off now write more later bye!
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