Hey guys

I'm in a bit of a bad mood today I don't really know why but I'm just really annoyed but I've been feeling this way for a while now but today it's a really getting me down =(

Maybe it's because of school, probably is because seriously I'm just so effing frustrated will people putting me down.  I mean yeah it's all good when it's a joke but when people constantly keep saying stuff like that to me it hurts and I'm sick and tried of all the crap.

I'm seriously considering if I should move schools but it's my last year of HS so there's no point (T-T) Maybe a different collage with new people hmm *note to self look up new collages*

Also in class hardly anyone talks to me and when they do it's normally when i don't want to talk and it's always the same thing "Are you ok Vanessa?" I mean come on if I look down or I'm staring into the abyss DO I LOOK OK?! and if I wanted to talk about it I  would. So sometimes I feel isolated oh and on top of that of the people I consider a best friend didn't even tell me something important that I may of liked to know! I had to find out through the effing crowd and not to mention the PDA which u know gave me a hint, so I'm a bit sad she didn't have the guts to tell me because I decided to ask  because I didn't want to be annoying so I was hoping she'd want to tell me in her own time but I guess not.

But it's not only that this stupid girl I effing hate keeps sitting next to me in class and EVERYONE knows I don't like her BUT SHE STILL SITS THERE!!!!!!!!

It"s annoying me greatly.

And those bushfires in VIC they make me feel so sad and angry especially since they were delibrate! I hope they catch that bastard! Becuse like almost 200 people have died so far and it's not even over yet =( 

It seems the only things keeping me happy is the fact I'm going to to see McFly in 17 Days!! YAY and The Veronicas, Metro Station and Short Stack in 11! Plus if I'm lucky I might get to go to the Short Stack M & G the day after the concert! BOO YAH.

Also also the Twilight Prom is soon so YAY it's like 2 months away

Anyways I'm going to try and finish my Maths HW bye (may post a blog later to show you my dress for prom)